you said move on, where do i go?


Intro

Call me mad, insane, lame, retarded, crappy etc, and this is Keely. (This is the lamest intro i have thought of.)

Tagboard

Friends
abigail
alison
amira
andreea
angelyn
christine
dayna
deniselim
fangying
guofang
helen
jaysleen
jessica
jiamei
jiayan
jiaying
kerlyn
kexuan
lydia
meishuen
michelleboen
michelleoly
natasha
nicole
nina
priscilla
rebecca
regina
shiyun
vanessa
weimin
victoria
zongqi

Credits
© * étoile filante
inspiration/colours: mintyapple
icons: cablelines
reference: x / x

Past
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
date: Sunday, November 15, 2009
time:3:02 PM
kokodemalu.


im leaving for camp in 20 hours! hahahaha i've never ever been so excited for a camp before. fine, maybe except for p5 camp. i think it's gna be awesome hohoho. the countless msn convos between guofang and i had btr be worth it! :D

angelyn is dense. denser than dense. alison and srija too. lousy poks omg. i am so worried about how they will survive in the future. i dun dare say wat hpn on my blog but if u wanna know come and ask me! i'll be gladgladglad to narrate it to you with my awesome story-telling skills. misiao and weimin can verify that.

i think im super pro luh. tues morning's breakfast for 42 ppl is going to be less than 16 bucks! i am so proud of myself. but the bad thing is that we have to lug a heavy bag of bread and cheese to the chalet :o wish me luck.

so on top of the bread and cheese, here's my packing list

1. a set of clothes
2. toiletries
3. towel
4. slippers
5. laptop (?!??!?!!!)
6. sweets
7. notes/proposals
8. camera

so my bag will be quite heavy. quite only, cos the laptop is very light. lighter than a feather tyvm.

as u can prolly guess, i'll not be updating for 2 days. dun miss me too much dear readers. not cannot miss me just not too much. dun cry hor.

bye :D


date: Saturday, November 14, 2009
time:7:35 PM
good evening dear readers :D

had an awesome time at p6 camp td! i love my new found friends. though i think i forgot half of their names alr. hahaha. i work better with smaller ppl!

i slept only 5 hrs last night. i wen to bed at 11, but i only cld fall asleep at 12 cos i was crazily worried bout the planning camp. but i think my mind was still super uber worried so i woke up at 1am plus. then i think think think agn until 1.30am then finally fell sleep. but then! i woke up at 3am! omg i swear i felt like knocking my head on the wall so that i cld have a good sleep. hello, i had to reach sch at 7am! so early i know.

we decided to make sandwiches for tuesday's breakfast! i know u dunno but i absolutely love spreading tuna on bread! yayyy xD

omg im sososo addicted to bad romance by lardy kaka. thanks to laiweimin!


date: Thursday, November 12, 2009
time:8:25 PM
ahhhhhh im out of prison! omgomgomgomg this feels like a dream ^^ and the new internet is fast like fast fast. sooooo much btr than the lousy internet in sch.

smpf was fun today! had an awesome time boom boom powing with misiao and weimin hahahaha. class outing was quite fun too. only 30 ppl came, but all the sporting ppl turned up so it was fun hohoho.

i jus made a huge decision. im going to use my lunch break tmr to go to toa payoh central to collect my pb shirt from rhuens. oh no i have no idea how im gna make it back in time :o good luck to me hoho. anyone wan come with me? ^^


date: Wednesday, November 11, 2009
time:12:27 PM
dajia hao. 

i finished the camp sched yst. yayy, it was harder than i thought, but nth can be worse than smpf D: stuck here as usual. wasting a hell lot of time. i feel very sad. michelle too. weimin too. everyone in the room too. except michelle's bff.

i forgot to set the alarm clock last night so i woke up 5min late. but since my contacts decided to be guai td, i made it in time for school. heng.

i hate this computer. it talks. alot. html content, html content. god. but its in an ideal position. like how singapore is an ideal position for a trading settlement. im at the end which means i can turn the computer towards the wall to prevent kaypo kias from peeking :)

yayy i ate frisocrem this morning. it's awesome i swear. i feel like i can eat it for all my meals for 3mths and still not get sick of it ;)

nicole has pierced 2 more earholes on the left, 1 more on the right. but i tell her its wrong, cos nan zuo nu you. means girls shld have more on right, if not she's telling the whole world that she's not straight. so she peeled one off from the left and put it on the right. smart.

it's lunch time but it's going to rain TT how?


date: Tuesday, November 10, 2009
time:11:14 AM
God: Hello... Did you call me?

Me: Called you? No.. who is this?

God: This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat..

Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something..

God: What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.

Me: Don't know. But I cant find free time. Life has become hectic. It's rush hour all the time.

God: Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.

Me: I understand. But I still cant figure it out. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.

God: Well I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some clarity. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with.

Me: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?

God: Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated. 

Me: why are we then constantly unhappy?

God: Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing.

Me: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?

God: Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.

Me: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty..

God: Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional. 

Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?

God: Diamond cannot be polished without friction.
Gold cannot be purified without fire.
Good people go through trials, but don't suffer..
With that experience their life becomes better not bitter.

Me: You mean to say such experience is useful?

God: Yes. In every terms, Experience is a hard teacher.
She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.

Me: But still, why should we go through such tests? Why can't we be free from problems?

God: Problems are
Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons (to) Enhance Mental Strength.
Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when you are free from problems..

Me: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where we are heading..

God: If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream.. Looking inside, you awaken.
Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.

Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?

God: Success is a measure as decided by others.
Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you.
Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you rode ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.

Me: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?

God: Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.

Me: What surprises you about people?

God: when they suffer they ask, "why me?" When they prosper, they never ask "Why me". Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want
to be on the side of the truth.

Me: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here. I can't get the answer..

God: Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not a process of discovery but a process of creation.

Me: How can I get the best out of life?

God: Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.

Me: One last question.. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.

God: There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.

Me: Thank you for this wonderful chat. I am so happy to start the New Day with a new sense of inspiration.

God: Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear.
Don't believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs.
Life is a mystery to solve, not a problem to resolve.


Thank you angelyn, so much, for this. It meant alot to me, and i hope it'll mean as much to you :D


date:
time:8:07 AM
good morning dear readers. i believe all you are wise and observant enough to know that the previous posts are definitely not by yours truly. 


i think i really hate periods alot. it makes me angsty and annoyed by the smallest little things. yst i hated myself for screaming at my poor brother for nth at all D: i really really didnt mean it but every single thing that he said just annoyed me sososo much that i screamed at him. arghhhh :o

i finally remembered to bring my earphones to smpf td. that was the first thing that i saw in my mind when the alarm clock rang. i hate alarm clocks. i need to change the alarm clock every 2mths because i get sick of the sound and i get worried that i'll lose control and throw it downstairs when it rings. then it'll become killer litter :o oh no.

its 7min to break. 6min now. i need to save more money for my christmas cards. i have awesome ideas for it ;D

can't wait for this damn thing to end.


date: Monday, November 9, 2009
time:4:25 PM
hi eewww sick whose hair
i am supple!!